How i feel at the minute and Saint Germain

I liked how Charles Hamilton just free styled what ever was on his mind on his blog so I'm going to try it to here it goes.

I can dissolve diamonds in my hands to grain

Similar to the Immortal Count Saint Germain

I've been here so long

I loved it so much i memorized the sirens song

They try to lure me in but i just sing along

You can't trap me can't control me i think outside of the box

They try to lock me away but i just break the locks

Cigarette smoke is surrounding me now

Giving me that old familiar headache but it settles me down

The say marijuana's not addictive but it's addictive to me

I swear to god I need to smoke before i go to sleep

If i could i would just lock myself in my room and never leave

And write down every thought I had until my hand started to bleed

A case of stigmata so bad my hands bled until they were blue

That Willie Nelson couldn't believe  it was true

I don't know man I'm about to say screw it

Go and buy a 94 Buick

Just because i told Mike and he said i wont do it

So i do it to prove it

That damn right side of my brain

Which show's absolutely no shame

See on the rights were i keep my arrogance and pride

And at the time everybody clocked out on the left side

Lol ok that's it. For anybody who was lost on some parts it's ok i made it up in like 5 minutes and didn't read it over lol. 

But any way Saint Germain who i mentioned above was supposedly A count with no confirmed home town or birthplace but was believed to be born in the 1600's (however there are earlier sightings) who traveled the world and never aged. He has appeared in several documented historical accounts including claims that he was present when Jesus performed his first miracle. He was at the ceremony because he supposedly was friends with the Virgin Mary's mother Anne. He continued to appear in history up until 1972 when Richard Chanfray appeared on television stating that he was in fact the Count himself.  He appeared on telivison to inform people he was still alive and to prove he was the indeed the Count by turning lead into gold.  Shortly after he committed suicide.

Weird story but thats who i was referring to in the Count Saint Germain line.

The Willie Nelson thing is because he had a song called I Couldn't believe it was true.

I think everything else is self explanatory or it just doesn't make sense to begin with